Thursday, December 25, 2014

A lovely Christmas morning

Right now, I'm sitting downstairs on Christmas morning waiting for everyone to get up. It's very peaceful and I just love this time of year. I'm very glad to be home... even if it is just a short break. I made the drive in two days with my boys in the backseat; it was uneventful, which was great. I've been super busy since I've gotten back; doing A LOT of shopping since I had done basically zero and running around with mom. Finals this block went quite well- as well as I could've expected, anyway. Made A's in everything except Pharmacology, which I was expecting to get a B (which I did). Awesome.
I've got a lot of friends and family to see over break and I'm so excited to go down for new years to go see my two wives Jackie and Megan. I miss them SO MUCH; it's been a year since I've seen their faces... far far too long. ;_;
I'm also kind of excited to get back to CoMo... though liking the break. I've got an amazing girlfriend back home now and I miss her a ton. I can't wait to give her her gifts, either! I hope she likes them. We are going to make things official on facebook sometime after break. I had a few people (and still do) that I needed to tell- that I've mainly been seeing someone (though a few didn't even know I was gay). But so far its going okay. Plus, I didn't want to deal with the whole family thing if I posted it before seeing them... they will probably need a bit of time to processes it (a few family members who are actually on facebook, anyway- the extended family).
Well, hopefully we will be opening up gifts here soon! Merry Christmas!

Friday, December 5, 2014

Almost Break

I really should update more often... I feel like time just flies by. We have two more weeks left in this block (IP7, I think?) Crazy! It's been a pretty interesting block with the start of Pharmacology (definitely not fun), Special Path has continued and is almost over, and we've got an Emergency Response class, Business class, and Public Health class that aren't too bad. Just some homework assignments that we've got to do in those.
Halloween was fun! I finished my Guitar in time for that. It didn't hold up the entire night, but worked for what I needed it for. So I was pleased with it! Now to figure out exactly how to improve it for SDCC 2015 (Which I DID get tickets for!! I'll be heading back out to California July 8th!) I've already got my flights booked, too!
The boys have been doing quite well- Fenway didn't have any abnormalities in his bloodwork- so his PU/PD is a mystery still. I just decided to keep an eye on him for now. He will be neutered sometime late February/early March. Whenever I have time to get him in. Beamer did great for his Golden Retriever Lifetime Study appointment; everything came back great on him as well. So happy with that! He also rocked out his first agility trial ever (mine as well!) We Q'd both days in Novice preferred Standard (with two 100's) and Q'd on Saturday in Novice preferred Jumpers with a 95 (I think?) We NQ'd on that Sunday in Jumpers because he backwards weaved through the poles... oh well. I was very very happy with his performance.
I also went home for part of Thanksgiving break; I flew home for a few days. It was a nice break... too short, though. I'll be leaving to go home in two weeks time, so I can't complain (though our break is only two weeks long... not nearly long enough to recover). At least I'll have the boys with me this time.
I also have some pretty promising news in the relationship department (wow, it's been so long since I feel like I've had any kind of positive things to say about it). I've been talking with this girl for a few weeks and we met up the night before I left for Thanksgiving break at Soco (the gay club in town). We had fun and I really enjoyed her company! She's a nerd/video game/anime lover, etc. like me. We've seen each other a few times since then and I really can't get her off my mind. We talked to make sure we are on the same page with things and I said I would rather wait until after the holidays to start messing around with titles/labels and things. So, we will probably make things official in January sometime as long as things keep moving right along. :)

Saturday, October 18, 2014

IP6 over!

Blocks always seem to fly by in hindsight- yet another block can be checked off! We marathoned 10 exams in 2 weeks (4 of which were special path... do you think that was enough!?) Virology, Parasitology, and Bacteriology are now done. Special Path will continue onto next block. We now add on Pharmacology, Public Health, ER class, and a Business class. So... we will see how things go next week with these new ones. I can say I'm so glad for this previous block to be done. It was a lot of work... lots of exams (mostly 3 exam weeks and it just wore you down). Somehow, I did manage to do really well this block (much to my surprise!) All A's this block was not something I was anticipating; it was a great surprise after a long 8 weeks.
I'm taking a much needed break this weekend- went out to Olive Garden with friends last night for food and drinks. Then game night after that (redneck life, which was surprisingly fun!) Took the boys this morning to Devil's Icebox for a long walk- then to Petsmart for new toys/treats (and one halloween costume). Ended the day with searching for things to make my Marceline the Vampire Queen cosplay. I'm super stoked to be working on making the her bass guitar... I just need to find a way to be able to get it to fit in my suitcase for SDCC next year (because it won't completely intact).
So, that's been my past few weeks... busy studying for tons of exams. My poor boys have been a bit neglected. But, I hope to have made it up to them by the end of the weekend. Off to the dog park we go in the morning.
On that note of my boys- Fenway (my 6.5 month old puppy) has me a bit concerned... well- I've been a little concerned for a few months about potential kidney issues (or maybe another underlying issue). He has to go out a lot- much more than a normal pup at his age. When he urinates- it is always a lot of urine and looks very dilute. He also has an extremely sensitive stomach (I've finally found a food he does best on after a few mishaps of switching). And I still haven't found any treats that don't upset his stomach. I recently saw a post about one of his littermates (through the rescue) who was 70+ pounds and that made me even more concerned. My boy is about 45 pounds... so I made an appointment with the teaching hospital to get him checked out on Halloween. I was going to wait until March when he would have bloodwork run anyway for his neuter, but I think I'd rather just get this figured out (or if nothing is wrong... stop worrying) now. His foster mom contacted his other littermate owners- and she found out that only two of them are over 70 pounds- the other are around 50 pounds.
With Beamer- his Golden Retriever Lifetime Study appointment will be coming up anytime (whenever the kit gets to my house I'll schedule the appointment). 

Sunday, September 28, 2014

A few more weeks gone by

Seems like vet school flies by at times... here we are 3 weeks until block 6 is over (which also means... weeks until finals... eek!)
Things have been really busy the past few weeks- tests have been pretty relentless- 3 exams per week, plus a quiz and also homework assignments. Finally, this week, I feel like I can catch my breath with JUST two exams and a quiz (wow!) Then, the last two weeks of the block are going to be hellacious no matter what...
Anyway, so that is school. Not much else going on with that besides just studying (and feeling burnt out already). My dad was just visiting for the weekend and we had a nice time together. It was really good to see him and spend some quality time together. I hadn't seen him since Christmas last year, so I was thrilled to have a weekend alone with him. I tossed up the idea of possibly telling him that I'm gay while he was here, but ultimately decided against it. If he reacts unfavorably (which is a possibility), I didn't want to ruin the two days we had together. So, that will be a conversation for another time and I am hoping relatively soon. My mom and two sisters already know. My friends all know out here, my best friends from home, of course, know... and I'm slowly coming out to other people. Just the other day, I told my first friend from work and that went well. It is a slow progress...
I also had a few promising dates over these past few weeks, but it ultimately didn't work out... not for lack of trying. And I'm sad to say I wish it had; because we had ALL the same interests and everything! I just... didn't feel that 'spark' or chemistry... whatever you would want to call it. And, I know if it isn't there to begin with, it just won't be for me. So, back into the dating pool I go. It's been an extremely frustrating process (especially with my schedule) but I am not willing to settle for something that I know I will not be happy with. Even if it is something that isn't long-term, I'd be willing... as long as I felt some kind of chemistry. I'd even be down for just casual dating- minimal commitment- we will just have to see what I can find out there. I feel like a lot of my frustration is sexual frustration- it is definitely difficult to get through life without a significant other. I just /really/ need to find a girlfriend...

Friday, September 5, 2014

2 weeks into Second Year

Well, I just finished up week 2 of my second year of vet school. I can say this is 10x better than how I was feeling last year at this time. I've gotten things figured out how to study (well, mostly... still takes some tweaking with individual classes and professors every block), no anatomy is a major point, and only having 4 classes this block makes things a lot easier (though, they are all pretty challenging classes, minus BacT). I love our schedule- we get out 3 days a week at 1pm, 2pm on Thursdays, and only one late day of 5pm.
I'm able to go to my dog classes- Beamer is still in Agility class; we are currently in Beginning Handling class and really enjoying it! Beamer is doing really well in class, too. I've been very pleased with his progress. So much, that I've entered him into the Agility trial here in early November. We are going to be running in Novice- both Standard and JWW Saturday and Sunday in the preferred class (so he will jump slightly less than he would normally in just the regular classes). I entered just to see how an agility trial goes, and to have fun with Beamer.
Fenway just finished up his Pet manners 1 class and we are moving onto Foundations of Competition Obedience next week. I've been very happy with how he has been progressing as well. I'm hoping to have his behavior evaluation done soon (and passed) for the PALS club and then after that, his CGC.
I've also been pretty busy getting things planned for the PALS club as president. It is definitely taking a fair amount of time/work to get things planned. I am also running for Treasurer and Secretary for the new Therio club (so I hope to add that to my resume).
Anyway, not much else has been going on lately... so just wanted to update that little bit with 2nd year now in full swing.

Wednesday, July 30, 2014

Post-SDCC sadness

The days after getting back from San Deigo Comic Con are filled with such a 'depression' (for a lack of a better word.) And... catching up on sleep. I had an AMAZING time this year (which I am so glad for, since I one of my best friends couldn't make it... I was a bit worried I wouldn't be able to enjoy myself). I made some awesome new friends and I hope to return next year since I will not be able to go back the year after due to clinics in vet school. Now... down to what everyone wants to know...

I got up at 6:30am (after a bad nights sleep) and then drove myself to the Kansas City airport Wednesday morning (almost a 2.5 hour drive...) I arrived in San Diego around 3pm after a layover in Denver. Took a cab to the Marriot and Marquis to check into the hotel and drop my bags off. Then I went to find the bus that takes you to Town and Country to pick your badges up. They apparently moved it from last year, because it was all the way by Petco Park (a pretty far walk). The bus ride over there was over an hour long due to traffic, but I got my badge, and the Teen Titans swag bag I wanted in under 10 minutes. Then it was back to wait for the bus again. It was dinner-time by the time I got back and I grabbed some food and went back to the hotel to get ready for the next day.

I didn't sleep well again (being in a new place) and got up at around 6:30am to go get in line for the exhibit hall. My first goal was to hit up the Nickelodeon booth to get a Legend of Korra signing ticket. They were giving out 125 on Thursday and Friday and find the details on these lanyards I'd heard about to get into this rooftop party that Activision was having for the new Legend of Korra game. I got my Korra ticket (number 119... just barely!) and asked about the lanyard- which no one had info about. I then raced to the Activision booth (which apparently was the Skylanders booth) and no one there had information. So, back to the Nickelodeon booth again. I kept bugging the same woman about every hour just to check for updates on these lanyards while wandering the exhibit hall. Finally, I was told to go to some restaurant (Jolt n Joes I believe it was called) and they would be passing them out there at 5pm. I hit up the Mandalorian Mercs panel at around 1pm (Star Wars) and that was great... BTW. I head to Jolt n Joes later that day and get there an hour early... we form a line, and the guy eventually shows up and says 'I only have 25 of these' and starts tossing them at people. This incites mass chaos... and I didn't get one :( Such a bummer. I then have to go back to my hotel to get my stuff to camp out (and grab dinner along the way) and get in line for the 'Everything else line.' I decided against Hall H this year (though I partially regret it) in attempts to get a Game of Thrones signing ticket. After waiting all night, I didn't get one (due to the lottery system...)

I rejoin my friends in the Ballroom 20 line for the Legend of Korra panel and then leave during the Big Bang Theory panel to go to the exhibit hall. I learn they are going to be selling an exclusive I want at 12:30 and needed to get in line for it, so I rushed back up to get my things (so no Korra panel for me... I can always watch it later) and sit in the Lucasfilm/Jakks Pacific line for about 3 hours to get this GIANT Shadow Stormtrooper that I had to have shipped home for more than I bought it for (wouldn't fit in my luggage). It was still totally worth it. After I secured that, I went to the Nick booth to get in line for the Legend of Korra signing (at around 12:30, it started at 1:15) and inquired about the lanyards again. They were apparently giving them out to the first half of the people who lined up and I missed them again (since I was stuck in the other line). But the awesome lady I've been talking to said to find her after the signing and SHE GAVE ME ONE YAY!!! She was so so nice!! The signing itself was awesome! I managed to get my hands on the Legend of Korra Book 2 Spirits art book a few months before it came out at the Darkhorse booth and got that signed and a poster. I was in line for almost 3 hours, though... it was going so slow.
By the time it was over, the Game of Thrones signing was starting, so I was able to get a GLIMPSE of my wifey, Gwendoline Christie, from a distance in her beautiful black/white dress. But I was exhausted at that point and went to the hotel to try to take a nap. I was planning on doing another night of camping out. Napping didn't go so well, but I packed my things up again and headed out. After about an hour in line, I just wasn't feeling it and went back to the hotel room to crash. I guess the Hobbit signing just wasn't worth it to me (and I was finally able to get a full nights sleep after 3 nights of little sleep in a row).

Saturday was pretty amazing- I got up at 6:30 again after having the hotel room all to myself (everyone else was in the Hall H line). I went to the Avatar Legacy fan panel, which was great. Made a new friend, Emily, who was dressed as Avatar Kyoshi. The panel itself was awesome and Jessie Flower, the voice of Toph was there (cosplaying as Toph, too!) There was even a cosplay contest. After that panel, I went to see how the line was for the Mass Effect panel and got in line for that. Saw some amazing cosplayers and the panel for that was fantastic! Got the first look at our male/female heroes, the mako, and a video of it. AND I FINALLY FOUND A TALI AND GOT MY PICTURE WITH HER YAY!!!! I then went down to the exhibit hall to pick up a piece that I had commissioned on Thursday- it was a Korrasami piece (what else?) by a guy I had seen last year and he did a fantastic job. I am SO happy with how it turned out... it was so beautiful! Finally I headed over to the nightclub they were having the Legend of Korra party at (it was from 4-7pm) and ran into Emily again. They had a bunch of TV's and PS4's set up with the game that we could play (which was fantastic, by the way), an open bar (with Avatar themed drinks), Korra themed food, a signing (which only the first 50 people were able to do, which no one realized!) I got another small poster signed (artwork for the cover of the game) AND I got Janet Varney- voice of Korra- to sign my Korrasami artwork!!! David Faustino, the voice of Mako, highly approved of it and is a Korrasami shipper, too. I called Bryke out on trolling us this season with all the Korrasami /no shame. There was also a Trivia contest that I answered a question on, but I already owned the book 2 DVD, so I gave it to my friend, Emily. (I literally had just bought it before coming to SDCC). The party was great- it was the highlight of SDCC this year for me. After that, there was a Legend of Korra fan dinner that Emily and I went to at the Spaghetti Factory. That was.... alright- I sat at a table with a bunch of people who already knew one another and I felt like the odd one out, so it wasn't super enjoyable for me. It was around 9:30 by the time we ate. But I did get to meet a ton of great people at the party and dinner- the Legend of Korra fans are the nicest group of people and I do not regret dedicating most of my time with them. They are fantastic and I would love to see them again next year.

Sunday was just a 'finish buying gifts for everyone' kind of day and I needed to check out the rest of the exhibit hall. I said goodbye to Joyce, a friend of my mentor I am working with this summer in research, who I met this weekend (Joyce was super awesome and kind to me, it was great to meet her). I ate lunch at the hotel, grabbed my things, headed to the airport, and finally got home after an exhausting trip at 2:30am...

SO- that was SDCC 2014... Do I have regrets? Yes. Did I have an amazing time? You bet! Would I do it again next year? Hell yes, I'm already working on planning that! You just cannot do everything at SDCC, so that is just something you have to get over on day 1.

Thursday, July 10, 2014

50th post!

This is my 50th blog post for this blog... very exciting!
Not too much has been happening since I last updated. Mom had a good visit and I miss her already. We had margaritas, made Buffett hats, watched the Jimmy Buffett concert live while eating/drinking, went out for great food/drinks at Las Margaritas, went to the pool, went to Devil's icebox into the cave... we had fun. We are super close and I always love seeing her. It stinks being so far away- I won't get to see her again until Thanksgiving it seems like, which is a huge bummer.
I started my research, and I have to say, I am not really enjoying it. Sometimes I stay busy, and that is good. Other times, I am just hanging around not doing anything. I'm dealing with contamination issues (as is the PhD student I'm working with, so at least I'm not alone) and it is frustrating. I haven't even started working on my actual project due to this... just gotten the samples together for it.
On the upside, I love being able to go home and not have anything else to do (aka not having to study). I've been able to read a lot lately- I finished up A Clash of Kings and now I'm onto A Storm of Swords in the ASoIaF series. Really enjoying them 100x more after watching the show (rather than trying to read them before).
This past week or so has been nice... and pretty boring at the same time. Most of my friends are out of town, including both my roommates, so I've been a bit down and lonely (though, it is nice to have the place to myself for a bit).
Fenway is doing pretty well. He is now 15 weeks and just lost his first two incisors yesterday. He's growing up and losing that puppy coat. Just two more puppies classes then he graduates onto normal obedience class. Beamer is doing great with agility class. We've gotten the weaves pretty well, working on the teeter (improving), but I need to get him excited over jumping, which he isn't.
So, that's been my summer so far. In 2 weeks, I'll be in San Diego with my people at SDCC. I cannot wait to escape CoMo for a few days and just be at this wonderful place... make new friends... buy lots of wonderful things. I'm super pumped. It's going to be great!

Saturday, June 28, 2014

DONE!!!

I can finally say that I'm done with school for the first time since August... it has been a wild ride, vet school, but I will NOT miss you for the next 8 weeks I have off (which is longer than we usually have, apparently). Anyway, I'm just glad to not have to study anymore for 8 weeks... my brain needs a break after 5 blocks. I successfully finished my first year and even part of my second. Finals this time... went great and I /think/ I made a 4.0 this block, so that makes me ecstatic.
My mom is now in town to visit me... I'm super excited for her to be here! We have quite a few plans... and it will be so sad to see her leave. But I will be enjoying it while it lasts. I'll post more about her trip once she's gone back home.
I apparently start my VRSP research on Monday, but I still am not sure what exactly I'm doing... My mentor has been out of town the past two weeks, I don't know what time I'm even supposed to show up on Monday. So, that should be fun. I haven't even started my project yet and we have abstracts that are due in a little over a week for the convention at Cornell the first week of August.
Speaking of conventions... Comic-con is just a month away and I could not be more excited! I am so pumped to be going back out to where my people are, going to the panels I love, meeting some new friends, and exploring that exhibition hall once again.
I guess since the last time I posted, I've gotten a new addition to my family as well! I told myself a ton of times I wouldn't get a puppy during vet school... and well... he just kind of stole my heart. His name is Fenway- he is 1/8 Bernese Mountain Dog and the rest Golden Retriever. A friend who is associated with a golden rescue was fostering him and I just couldn't say no. He has settled in pretty well (minus a few bumps in the road at the beginning). Beamer took about a week to accept him, but since then they've been buddies.
So, plans for this summer: Dog training, read ASoIaF books, play video games, get my life back in order, and try to relax!!

Saturday, May 24, 2014

It's been awhile...

Sorry it has been so long since my last post. A lot has been doing on, lately, with school and my personal life. Well, I can finally say that I'm officially a VM-2 now! Finals went alright and we all survived to our second year! I managed to get what I wanted to and I'm coming out with a pretty decent GPA after year 1. Just need to keep it up during my second year. I'm now in block 5, which is notoriously said to be an easy block- we are 3 weeks in (and just going into an almost 4 day weekend) and LOVING this block. Classes get out fairly early most days, plenty of time to come home and be caught up, take Beamer on a walk/hike, and sometimes even just marathon a TV show or play video games! Since Anatomy is done, it's just so nice not to have 4 hours 4 times a week in lab plus having to go in extra for an upcoming exam. This week has been fairly exhausting with 3 exams in a row (two at 7am, might I add) but I came out more than alright. Oh, I guess I should mention that we are now starting General Pathology, in part 2 of Immunology, Genomics, and Bacteriology. Just 5 more weeks until we get a break for summer (which is apparently 7 weeks long!) And then I start my research program full-time (working right now to get it started/learning the basics).

Beamer and I had a successful weekend after finals showing, which was a bad decision to sign up for... I was SO exhausted having to be there at 8am all weekend. But, it was worth it since we earned three legs towards our RAE title! He was a bit distracted, but it was in the same place we did training and his instructor was one of the stewards... I think that had something to do with it. So he Q'd in both Rally Excellent and Rally Advanced twice Saturday and once Sunday (and even managed a 4th place on Sunday against some top dogs who were earning perfect scores.) I'm very proud of him- we just need to earn 7 more legs towards that title. We also started Agility classes and Beamer has really been enjoying them. He's doing really well with everything- we need the most work with the weave poles and now probably the teeter. So, we are going to sign up for the same class again and do more work this summer.

The personal side of my life has been a few years coming- I have been calling myself bisexual for a few years since I know I'm attracted to women, but only these past few months do I realize now I don't really have any attraction for men. So, needless to say, I'm pretty sure I'm gay. I've been coming to terms with it this past week or two and it has been going well. I've talked with my roommates, friends, and finally told my mom. Everyone took it well and no shock (of course, everyone already thought I was bisexual before). The real challenge is going to be telling the rest of my family (my father being the hardest). It is easier since we are apart, so that will help a lot. And, he's also got his wife, too, and she's super nice... I think it'll be easier with her there, too.
Not only that, but there is someone in my class I've been crushing pretty hard on these past few weeks. She's a really wonderful person and it is a shame I haven't gotten to know her quite yet. But we've been on a walk together once with our dogs so far and now we are going to go on Monday (our day off) and I'm going to ask her out. Fingers crossed it is going to go well, because I've fallen pretty hard for her.

Tuesday, April 22, 2014

Pre-finals

Well, it's almost that time again (didn't I just make a blog post not that long ago after finals?) Well, regardless, it's nearly the end of April... a crazy month as it is. A lot has been going on- lots of exams, staying busy with classes and other things. Lets see... Open House was earlier this month- that was a blast! Had a ton of fun giving tours (though a bit nerve-wracking doing my first one). All went well, though. Beamer and I also helped out with the PALS booth for the other half of it, so I didn't get to see much of Open House, but we still had a great (and exhausting time). I got to see my little (whoo!!) and another incoming first year I've made great friends with. We went out for dinner that night and had a blast. I guess I should also mention that Gentle Doctor Benefit was the weekend before open house. I helped out with registration for that- got a free meal and free drinks. We had a good time with it as well! The morning of GDB was the Dog Jog to raise money for the local humane society. I actually won something from a raffle (and something I can use!) A 1 month membership for the Columbia Canine Sports Center.
I actually signed Beamer up for classes that started last week- Agility. We have our second class tomorrow night which should be fun. He did amazing- much better and more confident than I thought he would be! Especially since the only intro class we ever took was over a year ago. He zoomed up the A-frame like a champ the first time he was on it. Not so much a fan of the weaves or the dog walk, but we will work on them. Such a good boy!
Lets see... today, we all took one of the hardest exams to date- the large animal anatomy exam of the head. I don't think I've ever studied so hard in my life... And, I'm not even sure how well it went. Not the greatest, but I think I managed alright. Just glad that is over... and we only have a little over a week left of anatomy forever! The best part is we are done with the large animals! We just get to do fun birds and reptiles now!! How exciting! Except... that finals are next week. We've got a quiz on Thursday to wrap this week up and then 7 exams next week *cry*
Oh, I don't want to forget that I have an interview on Thursday for the Purina student rep position- I'm not a fan of interviews, but I feel that it is exciting since this is a position that I would love to have! I also decided to run for PALS president next year- a big step for me since I've never been president of anything... and the current president thinks I'll be a great fit- so that makes me feel good about myself.
My birthday is in less than a week- but I feel like I cannot properly celebrate until finals are over. It's going to suck, but then it will be glorious when they are done. I got a package from my dad already (I'm waiting to open it on Sunday- my actual birthday) and my mom is sending some things as well. I feel like I should enjoy opening things my actual birthday since I will only be studying for finals and not really get to enjoy the day like I rightfully should.
I guess lastly (this is an all over the place blog post, sorry!) Beamer and I are entered in a Rally trial the weekend after finals! We are starting to go for our RAE, so that means we are entered in Rally Advanced and Excellent B twice on Saturday and once Sunday (that's 6 times in the ring total). We have to Q in both Advanced and Excellent to get 1 leg towards our title (we need 10!) So it would be great to get a few knocked out that weekend. I know he can do it, too! If he just focuses in the ring and I don't get so nervous.

Sunday, March 30, 2014

Spring Break is over

Well, I'm sad to say that spring break is now over with.. and it hardly feels like we had a week off. My mom got in Friday evening and I went and picked her up from the airport. We had a great time while she was here! I got my delicious Chick-fil-a for dinner Friday night and we relaxed at home that evening. The next day, we went hiking at Devil's Ice Box (that was the warmest day) with Beamer. The caves were unfortunately closed until April, but we still had a good time there. We found a GREAT mexican place really close to my house that has fantastic margartias and really great avocado/guacamole like appetizer!! We went back the next night just for that.
We took Beamer to the dog park the next morning and HE FINALLY LEARNED HOW TO SWIM!! He has always loved the water but has been to afraid to actually swim. He finally did it this week and I am so proud and happy! He had such a fun time and now I won't be able to keep him out of the water. I took mom to a great place here called Flat Branch she's been wanting to go to with friends.
Another great thing that came about this weekend is that I am getting mom hook on The Walking Dead! I'm so excited for her to finally be in a fandom that I love (which the season finale is tonight and I'm MISSING because I don't have cable... UGH.) So we watched basically the entire first season (which is only 6 episodes... but still). She's already almost half way through season 2 at home.
For the rest of break, I've gotten caught up on school work, worked on scholarships/applications, cleaned, did some pet-sitting, and hung out with my Beamer boy. I also have been helping out my roomie who tore her ACL at the SCAVMA convention I didn't go to... so that really sucks.
I entered Beamer in some trials at the beginning of May right after finals to compete for our RAE. Three straight trails in a weekend- should be busy and exhausting. Also I signed him up for agility classes starting in mid-April.
So, classes start back tomorrow and I'm not nearly ready. April is always a crazy month... we have Gentle Doctor Benefit this weekend I'm helping out with, Dog Jog that morning, Open House is next weekend, plus exams and school work to keep on top of (we have 3 exams this week...)
One last thing... Beamer had his birthday this week!! He is now 3 years old! I can't believe how much time flies. I love this boy; more than pretty much anything. He is my heart dog. I baked him a cake, took him back to the park for a swim, he got a new toy... such a spoiled man. I also did some crafts this week and made a 'brag board' to finally display all his ribbons he's won these past two years! It is so great to have them out in the open rather than shoved away in a bag in my closet. I just need to figure out how to hang it... Easier said than done. Here are a few pictures! That's it for this week.



Friday, March 21, 2014

Spring Break

This is a bit overdue of an update... a lot has been going on since finals have been over. Had a bit of a lax week right after that and then that weekend Beamer and I had our first Rally trial since we had moved out here to Missouri. It was great to finally be back in the game. We were going for our Rally Excellent title and actually managed to get all three legs in one weekend going 3/3! I was very proud of him! His jumping is getting better each time we go out, too!
We didn't place at all, which happens when we move from A to B (since he has earned his CD title- we have to compete in B now, which is with people who have been doing this for many more years than I have...). But we earned I think an 84, 83, and an 82 all weekend, which was perfect and consistent at least.
I did a heart and eye clinic on him while he was there- he passed his heart with flying colors which is great news. Something I wasn't expecting was him to fail his CERF eye exam. He has a juvenile cataract in his left eye... so that was unfortunate to find out... but also good to learn so we can keep an eye on it yearly. The vet who examined him said to stop by the vet school every year and she'll look at it for free for us (so nice of her to do). I really appreciated that.
Other that that, I learned to steward a conformation show... and had a great time that weekend. I was exhausted by the end, to stay the least.
So now I'm just taking a breather after a pretty tough week- 4 exams! 2 of which were anatomy, then developmental anatomy and finally this morning which was Immunology (somehow I managed to pull a 99 on... IDK how that happened but I'm pretty proud. I studied a lot for that since he kept staying people tend to not do well on it.)
I'm typing this up now since I'm waiting for it to be 3:30 so I can leave for the airport to pick up my mom! She's flying to to visit me for a long weekend and I am beyond excited! I haven't seen her since Christmas so it will be really great just to have her to myself for 4 days. She goes back on Tuesday...
I have the whole week off, though, which is fantastic! I have so much to get done... scholarships, meetings, I'm even pet-sitting the last weekend for someone through the kennel club.

Here are just some pictures to finish up from the trial of Beamer and I getting his ribbons! Well deserved, he's such a good boy! We are going for our RAE starting in May- which means we have to get 10 legs EACH of Rally Advanced and Excellent B to earn our title. He really likes to do Rally so we will keep on!

Friday, February 28, 2014

Finals over

Well, I'm writing this right after finals have ended... I /think/ things went well for the most part. More to come on that later once I have final grades. This week has been mentally and physically exhausting. Plus I didn't get good sleep last night at all- I was up at 3:30 this morning and then had m exams at 7am and 10am. Came back and had a glorious nap and shower. And, I actually have plans for a Friday night- a date! Not sure how it will go- it is technically a second date with dinner and a movie. The first day was back in November over Thanksgiving break and then finals happened (plus winter break). So... we'll see.
And, of course, Beamer has me concerned again- he started limping as of 3:30 this morning out of the blue. We haven't done anything these past few days, so I'm really not sure where it has come from. I scheduled an appointment for Monday in case he isn't better by then.

Wednesday, February 12, 2014

Life happens

This past week has been a rough one for me- not really anything school related, but on a personal note. I don't normally let my feelings get the better of me, but it does seem to happen on occasion. I tried to cope and deal with it, but inevitably will crash. I'm lucky to have such a great support system here for me- my two lovely wives are so great and they will never know how much I appreciate them being there for me or how much I love them. I did struggle a bit not having anyone out here to lean on, but eventually cracked with that as well and talked to one of them. I think that really helped me as well- it is difficult to move out far from friends or family without any kind of support in place. My one roomie and I are kind of 'alone' in a sense that our other roomie and two other friends both have a husband or significant other (even if they aren't necessarily living here).
But the past few days I've been feeling much better, thanks to the help of everyone. I really needed to, since I had an exam and quiz today (both of which I rocked out, I'm pretty sure). Now to get my butt motivated for Nutrition on Friday (which really shouldn't be as hard as it has been for me- I've had a Nutrition class before).

Thursday, February 6, 2014

Back to school

Today was my first day back after two snow days- boy did it suck. I really didn't want to wake up this morning at all; 6:30 is too early for me. Anyway, this day just started off really awful- I left the house without my entire backpack (I'm not even sure how I managed that...) but when we got to school I opened my trunk and nothing was in there. Great. We also just barely made it in time for our exam at 8am due to the roads. Exam went alright, which was good, but I didn't have anything to take notes on... or my glasses. Thankfully, my roomie lent me her ipad she wasn't using for class at the moment, so that seemed to help. I gained a major headache today (which still is persisting a bit). I'm glad it was a short day and nothing major was needed. I got home around 1pm and have been struggling to get anything productive done since (hence why I'm writing this).

I guess a good thing that came from the snow days was that last night, with the help of some wine, I finally decided to tell my friends here about my sexuality. My roommates basically knew I was bisexual, but with my friends it really had never come up as a good time to tell them. I really hate keeping that kind of thing to myself. It feels like I'm keeping something hidden from them. So, it was a big relief to finally get that out, no matter how awkward the conversation. Of course, they were fine with it- not that I was expecting them not to be. It is just getting that first bit out that is the hardest. All is well, though, and I'm glad it is out in the open! I don't really say I hide it; like if someone were to ask me, I'd tell them. But, like I said above, there just never seemed to be a good time to come out and say it, so I just texted them last night. I also feel that when I drink alcohol, I definitely tend to be a lot more open, so I guess that helped me a lot, too.

Also, I wanted to say that I've decided I'm going to try as hard as I can to go to San Diego Comic-con again this year! I'm not sure if it will happen or not, but pre-registration tickets go on sale this weekend, so I'm certainly going to try. Here's hoping!! I just hope I can get off for about 5 days to go in my short summer. Also hoping my lovely wife, Jackie, can come with me :D

Well, it's almost the weekend and I'm really glad because I feel like I have a lot of things to catch up on! I'll update again soon.

Tuesday, February 4, 2014

Snow day!

Well, I have to say this is a first- snow day in professional school?? Awesome!! We are getting about 8 inches of snow (or at least supposed to). I went out and shoveled- so I'd say we've got at least 6 inches right now. And, it is still coming down. The warning is until 6am tomorrow- so who knows, maybe we won't have class tomorrow, either!! This day has been amazing- I woke up at 9am, made breakfast, and just goofed off until noon. Got a bit of studying done (but no rush since our exam tomorrow morning was moved to Friday). I went and played with my Beamer boy outside- we had a blast! I studied a bit more and now I'm calling it a day at about 5pm. Going to play some Mass Effect 3 and maybe watch a movie.

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UPDATE!! SNOW DAY TOMORROW, TOO!! YAY!!!!

Saturday, February 1, 2014

Procrastination

The perfect time for it, right? Just before our second anatomy exam. All my roomies and I are stuck inside, likely the entire day, due to the weather outside. We got a huge ice storm that dumped about an inch of solid ice. Don't want to risk going anywhere, even though I desperately need to go to the anatomy lab to study for the practical monday. I feel like I've prepped enough for the written part. We have two more exams this week, so I guess I can get started studying for those, but they aren't until mid-week.

Not a ton has been going on here recently. This block is still hellacious. I just want it to be done and over with. We've had about 3 exams a week since the second week of class. This week we have 4. I think then it dies down a bit (at least until finals week at the end of February). Only 4 more weeks of this block to go- we are halfway done!

Sweet Bailee also went back to the rescue a week ago. She is in good hands and will find a great home, I know. I was a bit heartbroken, but I've done alright. I know it was the right choice all-around. Beamer seems his usual, normal self, so he doesn't really seem affected by it. I've been in touch with a few local breeders around (I WISH searching for a puppy) to see if any had available older adults to place. I talked with one near Kansas City and she has been SUPER nice and helpful. She said she'd keep an ear out for any for me. We talked on the phone for a good 20 minutes one day. I really would love to have a puppy right now, but it just is not going to be fair to the puppy to be home alone for such long hours. Plus, I don't have time for training classes right now like I did with Beamer. So, my search has lead me to realize that I can have a dog with a great temperament, health, and longevity if a breeder decides to place one of their dogs. It could be for various reasons- maybe didn't pass health clearances (mild hip dysplasia- which is completely manageable), a retired female, a show prospect that didn't quite work out... things happen. It doesn't happen often, though, so that's why I've gotten some feelers out to a few people. I'm not really in any kind of rush at the moment. I just want the right dog for me, my schedule, and Beamer.

In other news, I've entered Beamer boy in some upcoming trials with the Columbia Kennel Club (that I'm apart of) in early march. We shouldn't have much going on that weekend since finals were at the end of February. We are competing in 3 rally trials over a two day weekend in attempt to earn our RE title (all in one weekend!) I have no doubt that he can do it. We just need to practice our jumping  skills before then (since has has a hesitation with jumping, for some reason). I've also signed him up for a heart and eye clinic (finally!!) I've been wanting to do it since he was about a year, but never had the chance. It is about $65 total for both- it will be nice to have peace of mind with some things in the breed. Eyes should be done yearly, so I'll be sure to continue doing that. Heart just needs to be done once after 1 year of age.

My mom is also planning on flying out to visit me for part of my spring break- I'm so excited!! I still miss her a ton every day but it will be nice when she comes out and I won't have too many obligations. She gets in on a Friday evening and leaves Tuesday afternoon- so we have plenty of time to catch up (though of course we talk every day). Spring break for us isn't until the end of March.

Alright, I guess I had better wrap this up! I'm still trying to figure out my summer plans. My Veterinary Research Scholars Program (VRSP) application has been turned in and my mentor turned in her recommendation. I should hear about that in a few weeks. I also had one phone interview for the Banfield student job program- not something I want to do this summer, but always good to have a backup. I ideally want to do it next summer at home- since there is one that participates about 10 minutes from my dad's house.

Wednesday, January 22, 2014

Ups and downs of a new block

Well, we are definitely deep into this third block. Classes seem to be going alright- they are just long and I'm still exhausted when I get home. We had our first anatomy exam this block and I survived. Did quite well on the written part and still waiting for the practical, which hopefully I pulled off a B or C. GI phys has been a breeze since I'm averaging a 99 on the exams, currently. So, no complaints there!! Glad to have one easy thing. Our first nutrition exam is Friday and I need to get my but in gear to study. It is a boring and dull class- I've had a nutrition class before, so at least that should help. Everything seems familiar, at least.

My rescue pup, Bailee, that I got in November doesn't seem to be working out. I have arranged for the rescue to take her back- she will be leaving on Saturday. I feel like I've failed, but she is just not meant to be with me. She does great with Beamer, though, and I feel awful for taking his playmate away. She's been doing well with everything up until week two of this block she tried chewing herself out of her crate, making herself bleed in the process. She got a hold of some papers beside the crate and messed them all up (all thankfully, unchewed). I now leave her out of the crate since I don't want her to hurt herself anymore, but she's now becoming destructive. These past few days I've come home and something has been chewed up. Today, it was something of importance- one of Beamer's ribbons we had won at a show. Nothing up till now has been significant, though. I just can't 'dog proof' more than I already have at this point. Beamer is great when left alone, but I think Bailee just panics due to separation anxiety. So, I've decided that the best home for her is going to be someone who can be home with her most of the day. It is unfortunate, but I definitely felt like once I had made the decision, that it was the right one.

Monday, January 13, 2014

First week back

Well, to sum it up easily- this block blows. We are there so late this block and the hardest thing, as my big said, was finding time to do everything. At least 3 days a week are really late days (5 or 6pm). You are exhausted after you get home and all you want to do is just eat and then sleep. Classes so far- not going to be very fun or exciting. We've got Large animal anatomy, GI physiology, nutrition, microanatomy, developmental anatomy, and clinical skills. The latter two of the bunch should be the most exciting for me. I love embryology, so developmental should be awesome. Clinical skills is an easy pass/fail class that we get to learn to handle all animals! The first lab was fun and I'm looking forward to more.
After one week (or rather 4 days of class) I was already exhausted. This week starting, I am already exhausted. All I want is a decent short day I can come home and take a nap.

This weekend was a TON of fun (and last weekend, too). I helped out with out-of-state interviews for the incoming class. I never thought it would be so enjoyable, but I spent most of my free time at the vet school this weekend (mostly by choice- minus going to the anatomy lab since we've already got an anatomy exam this week... eek!!) Anyway- this weekend we had an interviewee stay with us, and that was a ton of fun. She was super awesome and even bought me dinner! I also met up with someone I knew from Virginia Tech. I basically took these two under my wing this weekend to show them around and show them how awesome Mizzou was. My roomies and I went out to dinner to Mongolian  Friday night after they arrived. Then we went to give them a private tour. They both had interviews the next day (back to back, actually) so my roomies and I were there helping out with that for half the day. Then, for dinner, about 5 interviewees, myself, a 4th year and her husband, and finally a 3rd year all went out to dinner at Flat branch! We had a ton of fun (including walking around downtown waiting for our table).

The interviewees I was talking with seemed to love it here. I hoped to give them the same impression I had and to show them how much I love going to school out here. I think it safe to say that everyone who was there that night, if they get an acceptance (which I'm sure they will) will be coming to Mizzou next year! Sunday I also went in to help out with interviews and met someone from SDN!  I can't wait to help out again with interviews the next year. It was definitely a highlight for me and I think really brightened up this block starting. I was exhausted from all the events of this weekend, and I didn't get much studying done as I had hoped, but it was SO worth it.

Now I'm working on a few applications for potential jobs this summer- the research program here (VRSP) is what I'm hoping to do and have a few people in mind. I'm meeting with someone tomorrow who is doing cancer research in goldens! I am also applying for the banfield student job program... because... well, just because. Though, the closest ones are in St. Louis and that means living over there for 6 weeks this summer. BUT, it is nice to have it as an option, so I figured why not apply. Again, I am banking on the VRSP program this summer- it pays nicely ($3600!) and sounds like a ton of fun.

Other than that, I'm just trying to survive this block (and the next) until block 5, which is the 'easy' block. I hate these really late days, and so do the dogs. Some mornings it will be dark when I leave and then dark when I get home. Then I have so much to catch up on for the day, I don't have time to walk them (plus, it is dark and cold outside...). I hope they understand. On the plus side- I left Bailee alone for 10+ hours today out of her crate (since she decided to chew a big hole in it last week) and she did amazingly perfect! Very proud of her!!

Friday, January 3, 2014

Winter break done

Wow- I can't believe that my break is basically over. I made it back to Columbia after a long two day drive. I stayed the night in Louisville, KY last night. The dogs did great- again. Bailee is PERFECT in the car. Beamer, on the other hand, needs some Benadryl to help him out. But he ended up doing alright.

Break was a lot busier than I was hoping it would be. I was only actually home for about two weeks (at my house). Saw basically all my family and friends there. The holidays are always a crazy time. I had a very nice Christmas! I'm not as poor as I once was. My mom got me a beautiful stethoscope!! Plus a few games among other things. I was definitely glad to spend time with my mom while I was home. She is one of my best friends and I do miss her a ton when I'm out here.
The other highlight of my break was going down to visit my two amazing wives over new years. I hadn't seen one since June and the other since Comic-con in July. It was SO amazing to see both of them and I am already heartbroken about leaving and not knowing when I'll see them again. Not knowing my summer schedule makes it impossible to make plans at the moment.
One of my lovely wives had an amazing New Year's Eve party- I drank a lot and had a ton of fun. Played Cards Against Humanity, which is an awesome game; especially while drunk. Hooked up with a friend of my lovely wives in a cold basement LOL. That was interesting, to say the least!

The only other thing I really want to mention is whenever I see my wives again, my feelings towards one of them (the one who had the party) always re-emerge very strongly. I've had a crush on her for two years now. I always love seeing her and we are best of friends. Of course, she does know that I am deeply in love with her. I've told her if she ever changes her mind, to let me know. She's straight, and of course, I will never make a move on my feelings  (as much as I want to). I respect her too much as a friend for that. Oh, but do I wish...

(PS- I know that my wives read this... so I needed to stop myself before I got out of hand xD)