Wow, week 6 is already over halfway done. Shit is about to hit the fan next week, though, starting with a quiz monday and then exam thursday and friday (Anatomy!! Ahh!!) Crazy how it seems that I was just taking the first one not too long ago. This week has been busier than I would have liked... Poor Beamer was home by himself for about 12 hours the other day, I felt terrible :( But, he is handling it very very well. I try to walk him every day now, and he usually will let me know if I don't. It is going to be hard to do that come exam time, again. Other than that, things just seem to be flowing! I am loving Book 2 of Korra and can't wait for more! Also, my new WiiU and Windwaker HD is simply AMAZING. There are just not enough words... it is one of my favorite zelda games!
Okay, now for a bit of a change in pace. Some days, I feel alright about being alone out here. I call my mom at least once a day and talk to her. I talk to my dad at least once a week. Sometimes I'll hear from my sisters. I try to talk to my two amazing wives daily as well. Everyone in my life has always been super supportive and is there to talk when I need to. I feel like I still need to find that system out here. My roomies have been alright for that, but now that we are knee deep in vet school, things just seem a bit off; I think just because stress is high and no one wants to do dishes or clean, that kind of deal. I really like to be by myself most of the time, though it is nice having fellow first years to ask questions to so easily and sharing our laundry. So, I don't know how things will go for the future, but for now, we seem to manage. I think I am just more of a loner/solitary type person.
I'm also trying to find my niche with the class. My 'friend' group is basically my roomies plus two others that I've become good friends with who were in my VET group (and one is in my lab group). I just wish I could find someone who I could be as close with as I am to my two wives, but I really don't see that happening. I haven't really clicked with anyone with the same 'nerdy' tendencies that I have like Korra, Video Games, Tumblr, Harry Potter, Star Wars... that kind of deal. It would be so nice if I could! So, sometimes I just feel really alone out here and want to cry (sometimes, you just need to let it all out) but I know I'm out here for my future career. So, that makes it all worth it, right?
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